I cannot stress this enough

Every word a burden

I'm collapsing under my own weight

Every calorie a stick to be burned

Every insult another heavy task to fulfill

And my schedule is painfully busy

Trying to rip apart my planner

But the paper sews itself back up

With a rope tied in a noose

Every thought is to be written down

So I won't forget

My duty is to do

All the things I can't.