Face first

I tumble into a wall, rather a fall.

I slip

And trip into this wall.

Routine

Same old behavior.

Yeah it's me, but it's you too.

I barely kiss your lips anymore.

And when we're actually together, to appreciate each other, we're too busy watching the back of our eyelids.

I know you're busy I admire that.

But when you get upset and yell it doesn't make me want to talk, I'm scared to say what I feel. How can I. Why add gas to the fire.

I just want to be past it

But you're stubborn and so am I.

So repeat the same thing over and over again.

Don't you get tired of hitting this wall. It hurts.

Maybe I should turn the other way.

I don't want to. I want it to work.

Can we just walk around this wall. I want to communicate I want you to know

But I really don't know how to tell you.

If I knew I would tell you, pinky promise

But sometimes I get scared, of being hurt again, or things being too good to be true.

Others times I'm jealous...so damn jealous.

But I can fix that..right

I've been bruised by this same wall too many times.

Help me knock it down