Strangling

My bones will brake!!

The pain of that Splintering, how can I bare it!

Tears well up without my permission,

Please leave me alone

I beg

Please leave me alone!

There’s no one to claw at,

to drag my nails across their skin,

My own hair seems to be strangling

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In big chucks I pull it,

In swift motions I cut it.

Maybe they’ll see me now,

Oh how I desire their eyes

Oh how they horrify me

My bones will brake!

This pain, will not bend me!

I just know this will be the end

Even my dead hair is strangling

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It strangles me,

So I’ll cut it off,

Sheer it clean

Impulsive action rests in my muscles

Finally some relief

Maybe I’ll be spared the splintering

But they are still watching

Unwanted attention still desperately desired

Why do I do this to me?

Nothing but my own blood

Is in my vains

No other words I’m my head

Then my own brain

My nose is clean

My tongue is empty

Sobriety even in my belly

And yet something

Something

I thought I cut it free

But something

Is still

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