The Darkness

I find it so hard to sleep.

My thoughts

I find,

Swirling away in the darkness

That I so badly want to

Escape

The darkness that keeps me safe

Yet eats me whole.

Keeping me warm

Yet making me feel

Cold

No

Blue.

I am the epitome of darkness.

I am engulfed;

Entrapped in my own my

Mind.

The place where my existence is no where even

Close to

Living.

Just existing.

Just like the darkness.