Innocence Lost

You look at me

And all I see

Is emptiness

A dark soul

Like I’m looking into the abyss

You don’t remember do you

Do you?

Do you still hear my scream

When I woke up from a dream

It turned into a nightmare real fast

They say its in the past

But I still see you standing over me

I still feel the revulsion

Of what you were making my hand do

I thought I was better

Okay at least

One look at you

And I was back on my knees

Begging God please

Take my life

Make me forget

Make this torment end

I blamed myself

For years it had to be my fault

7 years old

I blamed myself

No punishment did you receive

But I receive mine every day

Even when I think I am okay

But I’m not

I never will be

You took that innocence from me