more like what keeps me alive

-my best friend, who listens (a bit distantly) to (almost) everything I say and responds with goals for me.

-doing things with the aforementioned best friend.

-my family being (sufficiently) functional (at best) 74% of the time.

-doing things with my family.

-being (somewhat of) a role model for my little brother, or at least taking care of him (unless he's moody).

-the hope that someday things will get better.

-compliments.

-sunsets.

-feeling accomplished.

-Green Day

-Fall Out Boy

-My Chemical Romance

-twenty one pilots

-Panic! At The Disco

-All Time Low

-Walk The Moon

-music.

-new things.

-new friends.

-old friends.

-the feeling of being alone.

-the feeling of being in a group.

-the feeling of having a place.

-the feeling of feeling something.