My secret

My secret is that I struggle with self deprecation. I tend to convince myself that I deserve all the bad crud in my life and more. It's the reason I'm still with a friend who doesn't care about me, and the reason I started skipping meals, the reason I didn't say anything about my depression for the longest time. I'm working on it though, I've been to therapy and I'm eating normally again. All thanks to my best friend who I only just got close to this last year, she's probably saved my life. I'm still working on becoming a better person but I know that as long as I am aware of my flaws I can keep improving my strengths.