Always
Dear David,
I’ve always been honest. I never really liked telling lies. I felt guilty and it hurt me. That’s why I always told the truth and I was right, Honesty is always the best policy. That’s why I hope someday you can forgive me for telling you that lie. Now that I’m gone and your reading this, I’ll be honest with you. I love you...I always have and I always will. Forever and ever. I’m so glad we had that unfaithful meeting. Haha or should I call it faithful. You may hate me and never come to forgive me but I know one day you will. You have to if you want to move forward. I’m sorry, I never told you about my illness. But those 7 years meant so much to me. Especially those 7 remaining days I got to live. I’m sorry for hurting you on the very last of our Fridays...I went to the sea afterwards. I wish you could have seen that beautiful sunset. That was the most beautiful sunset I had ever seen. It was just as beautiful as the sunset was back then when we first met. The tears kept on falling as I sat at the sea shore and recalled all the times we had spent together. I swear I'm such a crybaby at times. Now I’m at home trying not to fall asleep as I write this but, this is the last time I get to say this to you...Goodbye. We may not meet again for now but I’m sure we will soon someday. Goodbye my first love. I have no regrets. I love you…now and forever.
Always.
~ May