define now—

mewithoutyou - (n.)

state of restless being—

Alternatives include:

deadweight - (n.)

if the muscles atrophy enough then gravity will rip limbs from sockets

deadweight - (n.)

tendon and tissue dripping sticky, useless, loveless ribbons

deadweight - (n.)

mass of me, clotted

knots of flesh

skeleton-skinned

deadweight - (n.)

lonely-flesh appendages can float

too empty for air to hold down

Alternatives include:

deadweight - (n.)

state of me without you