Challenge Ended
Real and Raw
I want to hear something real, raw and uncut. Tell me a first time of something you ever did. It could be sexual or non, just don't sugar coat it.
Not a competition, no prize no winner, just would like to see what everyone is capable of.
Giving it 2 weeks so everyone can participate if they want.
Ended July 20, 2019 • 15 Entries • Created by EmotionWriter
Challenge
Real and Raw
I want to hear something real, raw and uncut. Tell me a first time of something you ever did. It could be sexual or non, just don't sugar coat it.
Not a competition, no prize no winner, just would like to see what everyone is capable of.
Giving it 2 weeks so everyone can participate if they want.
Door closed.
Curtains drawn.
Lights dimmed.
Blade sharpened.
What am I doing?
I want this.
Yes.
I do want this.
I'm not depressed.
No.
That's not it.
Why am I doing this?
I'm fine.
Drawing lines, forming words.
I do that all the time.
But this is different.
We both did it.
It's okay right?
No.
It's not.
I know it's not.
Carve deep in my flesh.
It hurts.
I still want this.
I'll have to hide, as usual.
Keep going.
Don't you dare cry.
It's been months I know.
Why did I do it?
It wasn't even a real blade.
But the scars I bear still remain.
I'm afraid of who you made me become.
I'm afraid no one will understand why I did it.
I'm afraid it will be why I can never forget you.