For B

I’m sorry that I lack affection and am hard to understand

But I like it when you kiss me and want to hold my hand

I’m sorry I get scared and think it’s wrong at times

But growing up I was told our love would be a crime

I’m sorry I don’t write you things when you’re my wish upon a star

It’s just hard to talk about us when we're scared of what we are

I’m sorry people stare at us and friends say things that hurt

But you and I will grow from the times they buried us in dirt

I’m sorry that we didn’t work out and the world got in our way

But one day we’ll be strong enough to admit that we are gay

I’m sorry that it’s not today or anytime that soon

And I hope whoever you end up with gives you all the stars and moon

I’m sorry we were meant to be but your touch opened up my eyes

To love the things I want to love like girls instead of guys

I’m not sorry about us or anything we’ve done

We might not be together but you’ll always be the one