Bonjour..

You're familiar on my way of greeting people, especially at school. So, yeah. Hi.

I won't be taking long, hopefully. But, I may be wrong.

I used to have dreams, with you in it. Almost every night when the tide's good, but when the tide's bad, you were somewhat always there. It's creepy, I know. But, I'm happy.

I used to told you my realistic dreams, especially those who gave me a chance to feel in love with someone; to feel like I belong.

I told you that all of them are vastly different people, but honestly, I was with you.

I don't expect anything from you, and I am not optimistic that you liked me back also. I was just.. I wanted to belong. You get what I mean, right?

I can only live in those dreams, and I thank you that you were the one.

I hope that you could find someone better than me. Out of all people, you were the one I never even hope and thought, that I could be with. Impossible, really.

Not because I don't like you or anything. In fact, I adore you so, so much. But, I can't. I won't let myself own you. Because, out of all the people in the world, I should be your last choice.

I hope you find someone you truly love and could give you as much happiness, as you have given me.

I truly hope that you can be happy. That's my wish.

Happy birthday.