and i’m looking

i dont know where i am

only that he's here

and i've never wanted this before

but i want to hold his hand

and i want to feel his hand in mine

and we walk

to where

we are in a shop

and i don't know why

and he gestures to the window

a display is set up

a message displayed

and i want to be

with him

so we look through the shop at

the necklaces

and things

and they go on forever

it seems

and he's gone

no

hes waiting

and i'm still looking

and deciding

i dont know

and he says nothing

and he's here but

far

and i'm looking i'm looking

why can't

i

make

up

my

mind

and i find one

i touch a necklace and it's

a tiny coffin on a delicate chain

black coffin

the lid slides open and

music drifts out

sounds eerie sounds

but i like it

and it smells

funny

but i finally can tell him

i've made up my mind

a large man blocks the aisle

not that one he says

and its too expensive so

i put it back

and i keep on

looking

and i don't stop

i just keep

on

looking

Until the morning sun wakes me up.