It’s been over a month since you found her, and only hours since your bed and clothes have disappeared from my life forever

It’s been a few weeks since I was paralyzed with heartbreak, but I still cry a lot

I am so overwhelmed with time and emotions and events.

I am just one stagnant soul watching life unfold fleetingly and abruptly, and my heart and mind and body are all one lost gooey mess it feels like

I don’t know what to make of the thoughts in my head but you’ve left a bitter taste in my mouth

A bitter taste im grateful you left, I needed to hurt from you one last time

One last time to confirm that I will always be better off without your bed and clothes around, your scent and habits

I am naked and alone

I am vulnerable and yet brave and strong all at once

So much hope and inspiration

And so much fear laying in front of me

This is a beginning to a new end, a page turned.

Hello