I want to stop hurting you.
I want to feel under control.
You said "it's okay" but it's not,
and I am terrified of the day
that you walk away from my crazy,
because you have every right.
This is not your fault.
You do not ruin everything.
I am not going to leave you over a phone call.
I need to trust you.
Why can't I say those words
instead of
"I hate you,"
"I'll do something drastic,"
"You don't love me."
I get it now,
finally,
that I am causing all of this.
Please have some patience.
Please let me learn to love.
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LandCreature
This is so beautifully tragic. May i share on ig?

MariaDuy
@TorNesorNerob sure you may

LandCreature
Thank you :) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwM-S5OBBXs/