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shes pretty but i think that she doesnt know, but i would give my heart to her in an instant. i fall in love easily but its hard to get back out and now i dont think i can tell when ive gone too deep untill its too late and ive got a broken heart in one hand and too many regrets in the other. i wish that i could just tell her how i feel but its so hard because im too scared to change anything, and before you know it the moment has passed and there's no point in looking back because whats left? nothing but my own misfortunes and a you shaped hole. and you can only do it again and again because my heart is young but my soul is weary and i wish i could find a respite in someone else because lord knows that my own head is a mess. i need to escape but its hard and i wish i knew a way out. god, shes so pretty and i wish i could claim every inch of skin she would let me. perhaps love is what drove all those men crazy- i think i may get it now. the universe dies every day i dont see you, and the sun is eclipsed with my want for tender bruised love that only comes with time and some otherworldly force some call god and others fate.