Sweet Nothingness

Death…

It rolls off my tongue

I dont fear it

I long for it

Hell would be my heaven

I welcome the darkness

I pray for the silence

The sweet reprieve of nothingness

Living is my Hell

My own personal Hell

Created by my past

Consuming me with loathing and disdain

For myself

For my life

My last breath

It will be a sigh of relief

Death will end my suffering

It’s the only way to survive my life