Hello, You

Hey you.

I never got a proper goodbye, a chance to tell you how much I love you. You left me without a sign, a word, a number. Just gone. You were my world, my best friend, my star. I’ve loved you like I’ve loved no other. Forbidden, fucked up, hurt, and depressing. Our love was never blissful. It was agonizing and resentful. We were crazed and brutal. I miss you and having you gone hurts. But why do I even love you. I could never have you, you could never be mine.