I am almost there, but not.

I am almost there,

but not.

I ask for patience,

but I am not.

I hate,

but really don't.

I love,

but change my mind.

I do what is wrong,

but like it.

I do what is right,

but am ashamed of it.

I receive,

but do not give.

I hurt,

but do not help.

I change,

but come back quick.

I am almost there,

but not.

I am confused in the mind,

but can think straight through.

I am the opposite of what I should be,

but do not try.

I am thriving,

but dead.

I am a broken soul,

ready to be fixed.

I am almost there,

but not.