Alone.
Forever in the dark I’ll wander without a purpose.
I... Seem to meet nothing but darkness. The hope I once had is long gone and I— don’t feel the warmth I once did when I was young.
I was too trusting. My heart never closes— it’s erubescent glow flashed metronomically, “OPEN”, while the windows of my souls were laid bare behind the rain-coated glass. I would stare out, looking for those who would cater to me kindly.
I was too loving. Every part this being went to others. I gave myself up—an offering to those who didn’t deserve even an ounce, not even the tiniest inkling of kindness.
Every compliment met with contempt much to my dismay. And I am the only one to wonder why I can’t fight the lonliness of being the only one that gives a damn.
I’m... always alone. Always. Always. Always. Always...