Downfall (My True Story)

My life before was okay,

Everyday seems like a holiday.

We go to church every Sunday,

But I can almost say we have nothing to pray.

I always felt something was missing,

It was the start of a new beginning.

I started to look for that meaning,

Until I found that meaning for that something.

My whole life I’ve been dreaming for this,

I can finally say my life is a bliss.

Skyscrapers and clubs I can never resist,

Compared to the trees I always want to piss.

I was lost for a moment back then,

Or should I say this was a ten out of ten?

I could do this over and over again,

I will never ever have to say amen.

God from above must’ve heard my voice,

I came to realize this was not rejoice.

All along it was just a sin by choice,

I was so blind and lost to hear that noise.

Who am I to be forgiven?

When God took away everything.

How could I fall for that delusion?

Now God wants my life rewritten.

What can I do now that I am nothing?

I lost everything including that meaning.

God gave me a life so stunning,

But chose to throw that away for sin.

I am completely lost in translation,

I’m out here writing about my feelings.

If only God could give me another chance,

Maybe prose is the way to fix my broken plans.