skinny

I cry as I stare

I know I will never compare

the scale won't go down

my smile turns to a frown

"ugly, gross, disgusting"

I tell myself as I stop trusting

throw up another meal

I can't help how I feel

I will never be thin

Out of all the girls, I won't ever win

I see imperfection at every angle

My heart is in shangles

I want to know their trick

I feel like getting sick

My stomach will never be flat

No matter what I do I still look fat

"I wish I was skinny"

I say to myself

as the room starts spinning