"I don't think you know how much I love you. How much I beam when I'm with you. If you left... If... If you died... I think I might break. My heart would be first, of course--it would be torn in half, bruised and abused. Then I would slowly go into a state of depressed silence. I would want to cry all the time, yet my tears would be stuck. When... When I hear your name, I think of all the happy memories we've had together. I think of your smile, which I always look for when I'm feeling angry or annoyed or just plain sad. You are the one person that makes me laugh when I want to scream, the one person who reaches out to me when I just want to sob. I've laughed with you and cried with you and done "secret missions" with you. I've gotten annoyed with you, true, but you have also, with me. I don't recall any actual fights we've had--not really. You have always been there for me, through good times and bad. And now I can't imagine being without you. I... Hope you are happy, wherever you go next. Life is one journey, and death is another. I love you. Goodbye."