*TRIGGER WARNING*

I would cut my paper thin skin open with a piece of metal that helped me feel alive

Just that second is all i needed to feel alive.

I want to keep running it against my skin

I go deeper & deeper just to feel alive longer.

I would starve myself for days apon weeks

I just wasn't hungry.

I didn’t want to fall back to my old habits again.

Just to know im alive is what matters to me