Eating Me Alive Slowly

Ells, love of my life,my dear ex

After almost a year since you broke my heart

To much of me is still stuck on you.

I can sometimes vivdly remeber our first kiss

Now that is bitter sweet to me

Going certain places hurts my chest and still makes me want to cry.

My mind is filled to the brim some days of being held,

Encaplusled by your arms in your twin size bed

Amazing how much a year and thousands of dollars put into therapy it took to breath

Life back into me, you know I honestly left me for dead.

I wanted to give up without your romantic love I had lost my home with big windows

Visably broken my friends helped me back up, Mint tea helped me back up

Even my old old friend helped me come back to life after you

Slowly I have come to the conclusion that you will forever be the love of my life

Life moves on and I still cant be with anyone.

Oh have I tried I have kissed 3 men since you left me none of

Which had me feeling warm inside, your kissed gave me happiness theirs were like

Licks of saddness they weren't you, but my therapist says I must move on I will

You will see me alone in a physical big window aparment living as best as I can without

The Love of my life