am i a terrible person

i wonder why i don’t have true friends

but then i realize,

i’m not a true friend.

maybe it’s because i’ve been taught that life is

everyone for themselves,

where only the most cutthroat people

survive.

so i’ll be nice if we have to work together.

genuinely nice.

but once that deadline is met,

goodbye.

and sometimes, i wish

i could change that mindset of mine.

but maybe it’s for the best.

after all,

i don’t need friends

when friends get in the way of success

and success

earns money

and money

drives donations

and donations

contribute to a

better world.