pain of being the “convenience”

(i apologize in advance for the language)

you fucked me over

ripped me to shreds

i have a terrible hangover

the only colors i see are reds

you think this is a game?

some silly joke?

well that was never my aim

look who you broke

good job, truly

you managed to destroy me

and you did it rather cruelly

almost with...glee?

i’m gonna try to move on

it’s going to be hard

because i thought you were the dawn

when really i was just a pawn

a pawn in your rebound

i was your convenience

you used me and i drowned

looks like you were my inconvenience

you wasted my time

you broke my soul

you committed the ultimate crime

because you once made me feel whole

but all those days

that i felt safe with you

you were changing my ways

you were never true

the whole thing was fake

wasn’t it?

you’re just a damn snake

i should’ve left, should’ve quit

well this is my goodbye

my ‘see you never’

aw, i know you won’t cry

i was just your ‘whatever’