stimuli

You ever give so much

You ever open yourself so wide only to end up not being enough

I feel like you are everything

But I feel like an unloved instrument never getting any playing

Like I love you more than you love me

Like i love you more than I love weed

I make myself feel like an idiot day upon day

Only to find myself eventually having nothing to say

I wish it still felt like the beginning of May

You promised me sleepovers but you never actually stay

It’s hard to be like you and see the future first

When now In the present I feel the worst

Who are you giving that love to now?

Or my mind is playing games with me that I seem to allow

It’s different world going on

We’re faced with challenges but it feels like something’s gone

It’s been a while since you’ve held me it’s been a while since our love felt free

I can’t feel the way our hearts used to dance

I can’t tell if it’s gonna be like this forever or just now for the circumstance