i got down on my knees but forgot to pray

dear lover,

why must you ignore my hand?

if we crash land

will the last memory of me

be a nothing but a selfish demand?

remember life is supposed to be hard

spend it wisely and with meaning,

not with red cups scattered in the backyard.

does that fur coat warm your need for desire?

do your heels click like a plead for ones to admire?

i was never the smarter of the two

but i understand what love is

and have concluded i never felt it with you.