Recoil From Myself

My skin is crawling and I want to hide

From my guts all churning and pushing inside.

How do I recoil from my own skin?

How do I recoil, I’m trapped within

A sack of meat

My brain is meat

I’m made of meat.

How do I recoil

How do I recoil

How do I recoil from myself?

My actions are repulsive and I want to run

From the people I’ve hurt and the things I’ve done

How do I recoil from my history?

How do I recoil when my memory

Is my soul

My discount soul

I loathe my soul.

How do I recoil

How do I recoil

How do I recoil from myself?

Myself goes deeper, yes there’s always more,

I hate every layer to my molten core

How do I recoil from what I am

With no God to save, no Devil to damn,

There is no God

I beg to God

Save me God.

How do I recoil

How do I recoil

How do I recoil from myself?