It gets pretty hectic.

What if

the lights all go out and we can't see

someone breaks in and I have to escape (I'll open the screen window, jump, and if my leg breaks, oh well)

someone with a gun kills someone I love

the person I love today won't love me tomorrow

the person I love today I won't love tomorrow

I break someone's heart

my sister dies

I die

something happens that threatened my life completely

my friends disappear from this earth?

What if

the lights go out but we all have each other

someone breaks in because they need a place to sleep (we offer them one and they are polite and kind and say thank you and leave harmlessly)

someone with a gun is caught and taken into custody

the person I love loves me unconditionally

the person I love I love unconditionally

I mend someone's heart

my sister is always happy

I live a long, loving life

something happens that guaruntees that we will live happily ever after

my friends all live long and stay in touch?

Don't think about those things, Fay. Don't think about the negative, Fay. Don't plant those seeds, Fay. You're weird, Fay. You think about random weird things, Fay. I bet you're going to grow up to be an outcast of society for thinking these things, Fay.

I counter the negative with the positive opposites. Does it always work? No. That's when these thoughts enter my head.

It's pretty busy up there.