How do I Return?

I’m stuck

Between two worlds

The one I want to live in

And the one I am living in

I am stuck

Between reality

And the conversations

That only take place in my head

How do I go back

To living only in reality?

How do I convince myself

That reality

Isn’t as bad as I remember?

I can’t live the way I am now

I’m going to be dragged

Back to the world

Eventruly

It’s better if I prepare myself

It’s better if I’m the one

Forcing myself

To see the truth

How do I get back?

How do I find reality

Once again?