scream as much as you want, you won’t solve a thing

everything hurts

existence

itself

hurts

it hurts

i am the victim

the cause

the effect

and all I feel

is powerlessness

but i'll speak the truth

im too scared to die

im angry

enraged

that i have no energy left

i want too much

to say goodbye

but this pain will remain

no matter what i try

this manic frenzy

what can i do?

no solution

no death

to appeal to

so i stab

and stab

stick fingers

down my throat

i cut

and i burn

and i write these words

there is no solution

only empty pain

and my mind is screaming

waiting for an end

but im sorry

there is no end

all we can do

is suffer

and suffer

suffer

suffer

if i can't kill myself

ill get as close as I can

see how much i can stomach

before i snap again

get closer

and closer

to the edge

til one day my mind

says

fine

end it that way