this blindfold: pt 2

i have this blindfold on that covers the good parts of my day

when we left the store i remember the sun being hot and gorey

i took pictures of your face in that light because you wore a lot of glitter

some sort of doctored magic

you pranced around on the street while i dreamt

you were in that different world that i write about

see i have an empty pill capsule stuck in my gums

and i use it to scoop up the remnants of our time

ill try and to go back there later

to that world youve created for yourself and the things you love

we go there when we smoke and talk about most things

and it feels tangible the separation from our normal existence

its kind of surreal and an illusion of acceptance

but that seems to not matter when you’re just twenty whatever

development is a game and why play you’re lost most of the time