Notes of emotion

I wonder why when I look at her she looks away

I feel lost not yet to be found not tommorow,not today

Swimming thru the stars of my mind , no sunshine , no light

A place where everything is wrong but yet it feels so right..

I fly up running,screaming searching for her to understand

But I can't find her,so back in the dark place i land..

Hopeless,empty filled up with fear

That when I look around she isn't anywhere near..

So why must I be this creature made of emotion

When it only drowns me in pain deep as the ocean..

And my eyes,blue as the skyes

Seek for the truth but yet find only lies.

I am one but made out of two

So no choise is givven

looking for the other half is what we all do..

So now I'm fading breathing,bleeding left with only myself

Never to be found and opend

Like a dusty book on a shelf

Saying goodbye,before saying hello

A creature with no emotion,back to my dark place I go.

-D.Tserovsky