Challenge
The worst feeling in the world
Aboulia
at rest to sit,
free of this...
the vapid hiss
escaping
from a wrongly
plugged youthfulness
a baseless promise
coupled to
a vessel full
of doubt and
emptiness...
lost before, and now
and not just once
...more...
deflated from
hope and concept
flat upon the floor
this nagging doubt
of knowing not what
life and purpose
is all about...
the oppressive
clout needing
to have it thus
figured out
to assist...
to resist...
at rest to sit.