Scared

Being in love with you

Scares the shit out of me

I keep thinking one day

Your touch won’t make me shiver

The idea of us won’t be so tragic

But I love a man

I don’t trust

I can’t trust

We’ve never been simple

It’s always been screwed up

It’s never been just us

There’s always a girl

On the other side of your phone

There’s always a monster

In the corner of my heart

Our baggage will always divide us

It’s not you

It’s not me

It’s the fear of breaking

The last bit of good we have

I am scared the day will never come

When the love outweighs the fear

When this complicated mess

Gets a little easier

When I’m not so scared to love you

Or to let you love me