crush
there are those moments when you think
you could like someone
maybe it was the way they smiled when you said hi
maybe it was the way they made you happy
when no one else could
there are those moments when you think
you could fall in love with 'em
and are amazed by the fact
that you saw them as a friend until now
in a split second that all changed
or maybe it was slowly building up
and you had no clue
everything can change so fast
just as platonic can change to romantic
and love can turn into disgust
and that's when you realize
this malleable love can't be
love
and
they just were an addiction
a distraction
a hope