Best friend? Why would you?

"I am sorry." "I know it was wrong." "I only wanted to forget him"

you say

as you unvail a secrect that you kept deep in you for a year.

You say

As my fucking world crashes down to the ground.

like a building I thought was steady and strong out of no where was not strong it just lied to me and fell.

I don't say anything. I can't.

I had thought all along

"she maybe just has a cruch I understand that."

"I mean he is hard not to fall for my two weeks boy is hard not to fall for and harder to forget."

"I can understand a crush"

But here you are next to me in the college cafeteria.

Tellling me.

" we hooked up." "it was a year ago"

any reason after that is bullshit. I asked so many times.

"do you like him?"

In diffrent ways. You could have said anything but you didn't.

Now

I am flooded with question.

did it happen when we went hiking?

when we went out for burgers?

did you two secretly drop us all off then hook up after?

why? Why? my bestfriend why?

You saw me for months hurt over him

You saw me cry and not eat over him

And

You went and fucked him. My ex, My other best guy friend.

You. My best friend, My potato.

You don't have a vaild excuse.

so on friday after i wanted to talk set everything down on the table.

I felt bad.

But I wanted to see you cry.

I felt happy and sad.

Happy to see you cry.

Sad it made me happy to see you cry.

I would never do this to you.

but you did it to me.

We will see how this goes.

For now you are nothing more than an aquaintence

And

Him picking Her over you was not your karma.

This exact thing will happen to you.

your friend will fuck your ex you loved and it won't be me.

I swear it.

My dear ex- fucker- friend