Too fast and furious

Deep down, I am terrified of being successful, of things going too smoothly...

Imagine driving a car, or a boat, or plane or anything, and then suddenly you just keep accelerating and accelerating. And you keep going faster and faster. You cannot help but wonder "Will this take me to my destination faster, or will I spin out of control then crash and burn?" Before you know it, you start to come up with every single possibilities and scenarios on how things can go wrong. The more you think about it, the more you try to find the answer, the solution to your scenarios, the louder the voices get. "There is no way you are succeeding this easily. There must be something, some kind of challenges along the way.." And the moment your mind is completely clouded by these thoughts.

"BAM!"

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