"Afriel, I am yours, only yours for this lifetime, then why are you so insecure? Baby, let it all out. You need to".
Jenkins explained patiently and Afriel just crashed into his arms holding his neck.
"I don't know. I don't know why I feel so insecure. Trust me, I don’t have any issue with your past . But I don't know what's bothering me. It's just that I want to be the one you love. The only one you touch. The only one you kiss. The only one who knows you in and out, maybe more than yourself ? The only one who has the right to see you in your most vulnerable state. The only one you freaking show all your anger, aggression and passion to. I don't know Jenkins. I just dont ..." Afriel just sobbed into his neck while he held her tightly and listened to her rant.
"Baby, so what do you actually want?" Jenkins asked her, politely.
"Make love to me." Her reply shocked his senses completely.
"Afriel? Baby there's no need for all that. You and I both know that this is not what you want right now. This is not the right way to fight insecurities. Listen ..."
He did not want her to rush into anything when she was at her vulnerable worst.
"Jenkins shhh enough Do you think that I am doing this because I am insecure ? No Jenkins. I need you. I need to know that you have never felt this way before with anybody else. Be it Alena or whoever. I need to feel you as close to me as possible. I need to know that I belong to you and nobody else. Jenkins please. I need to know that you need me as much as I need you. I just do Jenkins. Please?" Afriel cried into his arms. "Are you very, very sure?" Jenkins asked, his tone filled with raw emotions. Their emotions were definitely running high in the bedroom. One was vulnerable, in search of her lost self and the other? He was trying to reach out to her and bring her back. Afriel nodded her head and just fused her lips with his, kissing him deeply. Their lips were talking a language of their own while their souls engaged in a conversation of their own. Jenkins held Afriel's waist with one hand and the other on the back of her head and gently laid her on the bed, hovering over her. Making her comfortable, he leaned down and kissed Afriel. Just a simple, plain kiss, yet there was nothing simple or plain about it. He held her so softly that she just wished he would never let go, because he was her home. Jenkins trailed kisses from her lips to her cheeks to her neck, making her giggle. His arms moved towards her tummy, lifting her shirt up and then he himself moved towards her tummy, placing wet kisses all over her naval. He again went to her face, holding it in his hands,she just placed her lips on his, her hands entangled in his hair, pulling him close. Soon all was forgotten except the passion that over took them. Jenkins began kissing her aggressively, pouring all his intensity into her.
Rendering her breathless, he pulled apart, slowing getting up as he pulled Afriel along with him. He made both of them stand on the edge of the bed making Afriel all confused. He inched closer, his hands crawling inside her t-shirt and he held her bare waist pushing her more towards himself. His fingers slowly started pushing her t-shirt up, exposing every bit of her slowly. As he lifted her t-shirt, his hands brushed against the underside of her bosoms, sending shivers down her spine. And with a sudden pull, he peeled the t-shirt off her completely. She went red and looked down unable to meet his gaze. Instinctively, she used her arms to shield her body from his piercing gaze but he held her wrists and twisted them behind her back, making sure not to hurt her. He then leaned close and growled into her ears.
"You know what we are going to do now? Make love. So that I can push you onto the bed, get on top of you while you wrap your legs around my waist. I want to bite your bottom lip, kiss and run my tongue up the side of your neck and nibble your ear, have your nails dig into my back, moaning your loudest, our hearts racing, running my hands and fingertips all over your body. Because. I. Want. You. Just. You." Jenkins whispered into her ears, trailing his fingers across her tummy, giving her goosebumps. Normally, she knew a hundred different things about him but at that moment, she couldn't even remember her own name. There was sudden possessive glint in his eyes as he bit the sensitive area under her earlobe and she hissed.
"This is going to be one long day babe." He whispered before pushing her onto the bed and climbing over her, as promised. He kissed her chin, then her jaw and then her throat making her moan in pleasure. She just lay there giving in to his loving tortures. Afriel couldn't take it no more and flipped their positions, climbing on top of him. She entwined their fingers, her legs on either side of his waist, completely straddling him. She flipped he hair, putting it on all side and smiled at him. She slowly pulled him up, making him sit and untangled their fingers. Jenkins was just waiting and seeing as to what she wanted to do and hence followed every silent command of hers. She took both his hands and placed them on her back, exactly on the clasp of her bra. To say that Jenkins was stunned was an understatement. Was she doing everything knowingly? Of course not. It was not her but her emotions and raw feelings that were talking. Everything that she was doing came naturally to her and she didn't have to particularly think as to what she would do next. Afriel placed her hands on his shoulder and blinked her eyes in assurance as Jenkins's hands remained frozen on her back. As softly as he could, Jenkins unclasped her bra, sliding the straps of her shoulders, exposing her chest. He pushed forward and began placing wet kisses on her shoulder blade as her hands moved to tug on his black roots. He kissed her all over her shoulders and neck making her grip on his hair tighten. Jenkins then dipped a little and placed a soft kiss just above her heart and looked at Afriel trying to gauge her reaction. She was just enjoying every touch of his, and moaning due to the pure pleasure gripping her senses. He turned them around abruptly, falling on the bed with him on top of her, their bare chests colliding with each other, sending a spark. Jenkins took her lips in his mouth entirely, sucking and biting them as if they were his favorite candy. His tongue met hers, and they danced celebrating the union of their owners. As things heated up, Jenkins moved to her cleavage and kissed her there, leaving her gasping. It was no more their bodies ravishing each other, rather it was their souls that were ravishing each other in anticipation of their upcoming union. All the gentleness gone, Jenkins moved upward again and harshly bit her neck and throat giving her various hickeys. He moved down to her cleavage again, biting her there and marking one more part of her, as his. His hands moved of their own accord and cupped her bosoms, making her hiss and then she stiffened. His every touch was devastating her senses completely and ruining her in the most beautiful way. Jenkins immediately stopped, his hands just laying there and looked at her.
"If you are uncomfortable, we can stop here. Please don't force yourself into this Afriel. Please." Jenkins literally begged her again. Making love to Afriel had been something that he had wanted for a long time now but he wanted it to happen at the right time and in the right moment. He wanted them to feel every bit of the passion, the love and the possession while they shed not just their clothes but all their inhibitions, insecurities, fear, everything. For him, it was never just a physical act. For him, there was huge difference between having sex and making love, the latter being what he preferred or more precisely, wanted. Making love was something which was divine being the purest form of showing how much you love and care about someone and Jenkins didn't want that they end up satiating just their bodies and not their souls. Maybe that's why he was constantly pleading her to stop him, in case she wasn't even a tiny bit sure. He wanted her to live the moment. He wanted their first time to be special and not just some random deed that happened because of pure physical needs. He wanted that every touch of his conveyed how lucky he was to have the beautiful woman that she was, as his soulmate. He wanted her to know with every kiss, exactly how he could spend the rest of his life making love to her soul for an eternity. As he looked at her, he found her smiling and her eyes moist. What he couldn't convey through his words, he managed to convey through his eyes. She just pecked his forehead in reassurance and he smiled, his eyes moist too. What they were about to experience was that moment which wasn't going to come back to them ever. It was probably the single most special moment of their lives.
He softly squeezed her bosoms, making her twitch and turn under him. The next moment found his mouth placed on her soft mound as he sucked it gently. Placing soft kisses all over, he moved to it's twin, sucking and kissing it as well. He moved lower and kissed every inch of her belly, muttering I love you(s) after every kiss. Afriel just clenched her fists on either side of her, arching her back, giving him better access. Moving lower, he removed her shorts and undergarments, leaving her completely and utterly exposed. Afriel in that most vulnerable yet beautiful state was just for his eyes only. A feeling of pride and possession took over his senses as he stared at her face. Afriel immediately closed her eyes due to shyness as some alien feelings and sensations took over. Jenkins got rid of all the remaining clothes from his body as well and covered them with a duvet. Holding her hands above her head, coaxing her to open her eyes and looking deep into them, he lowered himself onto her slowly and Afriel just screamed, her tears falling. Though he was being gentle, she was never used to such a feeling that she couldn't take it in completely immediately. Caressing her forehead, Jenkins kissed her eyes, whispering sweet nothings into her ears calming her down. Once she got used to the sensation, he pulled out and drove into her once again making her scream his name, in the loudest tone possible. As he began thrusting in and out, Afriel just held his shoulders, her nails digging deep into his shoulder blades, leaving marks. And with one last thrust, he completely ruptured her virginity and finally claimed her for himself. What a beautiful chaos the pair of them were, their bodies entangled in each other's and their souls finally at peace having united with their other halves.
~They briskly slipped into an intimacy from which they never recovered .