If You Love Me

I need you now to help me end my life

But peacefully, not stabbed with any knife

The quality has soured beyond all pain

The tears fall freely now just like the rain

I seek relief from all my inner strife

It gives you pause, I know, I am your wife

But this I ask of you, not once but twice

If I can't know your face we've naught to gain

I need you now

I feel I'm putting you inside a vice

And squeezing you until you pay the price

But many days I've lain here all in vain

My memory just crumbling, I'm not sane

My choice is not the rolling of the dice

I need you now