Numb

In the end...

When you're lying in your bed

With the darkest thoughts piercing through your head

When you're putting on a brave face

But feel like a total disgrace

When your child's eyes can't illuminate your soul

When you're swimming about

In a little fish bowl

When you're fed up of justifying every action

Constantly looking for another distraction

When the sun rises but your faith does not

When everyone remembered but you forgot

When you're going through the motions every day 

You decide its best to just 'go away'