But not today.

I look out the window and I know that one day I will step on the street and let myself be taken wherever the path may leed . I will meet the people I have wanted to meet and see the sky and feel the wind and laugh and cry and be like everybody.  I want to open the door. It isn't locked. Just one step. I want to. I am in control. This is my life. I can. I will. But... not today.