There is a voice inside me saying this would end soon.

I don't know if I can believe it anymore.

I've pushed everything that loved me so far away, I can't reach it anymore. 

Everything I loved, I neglected it. And so they died within me.

I don't know anyone to talk to, because there is no one.

I don't know what to hang on to. I've dug myself so deep.

I want this all to end.

Maybe the voice is right.

Maybe it will end right now.