His Power

He's sorry. He didn't mean what he said. This was my fault. He loves me. 

With blackened eyes, bruised cheeks, busted lip and an aching heart, I defend him still. He has never meant to hurt me, it's just I provoke him so much. I shouldn't question or challenge anything he says. I should've known that the lemonade was too sweet tonight. He knows what's best for me, as he always has, I've got to be more obedient. 

  My life is perfect, three beautiful and gifted children,a nice home,nice cars,a loving husband. Everything I could ever ask for, was given to me by him. He has to love me a lot right? Our eldest son is in college, our daughter is a star soccer player at her elementary school and his youngest son has just started preschool.

    I know what you're thinking, but he had only cheated because he said I had put on a few pounds and was no longer attractive. I had been heartbroken when I found out but quickly forgave him because he was right,I had been letting myself go.I worked out 3-4 hours everyday for two months,so that he would look at me the way he used to.Those days skipping meals really paid off,he was attracted to me again.

    I encourage the kids to take everything my husband says as virtue because he is always right and only wants what's best for our family.That's how we live,fulfilling every request, no questions asked. Total control,authority and reign,the king of his castle. The exact way he told me it should be.