Ugh

I'm not in a good place right now. My head is spinning and it seems to be the only thing moving. I refuse to hope, because hope leads to disappointment. I always said "I don't do regrets," but that was before I had made any real decisions. Now I do. But what I won't do is focus on the past. I have to be aware of the present and work for the future.

I just got a call about a potential job,went on an interview last week (which I will know the result on tomorrow or the next day) and I still have my current part-time which is keeping me from being completely broke.

Life's been worse. I just hope it will get better.

Shit. I said "hope."