Thanks to You

Thanks to you 

I picked up a blade

And cut into my flesh for the first time in a decade 

Thanks to you 

I look in the mirror at my reflection 

And I see nothing but imperfection 

Thanks to you

I belittle myself every single day

As you belittled me in the very same way

Thanks to you 

I lost everything I fought so hard to be

Everything is dark and I can no longer see

Thanks to you

I'm becoming what you wanted to see me become 

All darks skies with no sign of a rising sun