What’s Wrong With Me?

I don't want this.

I didn't ask for this.

I didn't look for every chance to compare myself to my friends.

The one's like that look like models every pose, every outfit.

Whereas I have to spend hours in my room, layering waist trainers and leotards to make myself look decent.

Why can't I look like them?

Why is their waist a 22 whilst mine is a 37?

Why are both of their thighs the size of one of mine?

Why don't I look like them?

What's wrong with me?