Here goes...

I don't want to be myself. It hurts and I feel like my anxiety will swallow myself whole.

I get like that sometimes, more often lately. I refer to it as broken...

But maybe I'm just scared to be happy? What happens when I let everything go and truly live?

I think sometimes that today will be the day, today I will let the light in. But it's terrifying, confidence and trust within yourself.

One day I will be okay, just maybe not today...